Human Trafficking

Human trafficking (HT) is probably one of the issues that hurt me the most. I chose to do escorting because of many reasons, but I was never forced. When I see documentaries, shows, and news about HT, I feel so hurt and useless. I want to do something about it, but I still don't know what I could do. I am the type of person that does what they please and hates to receive orders.

I started escorting very young. Escorting and HT are not the same because escorts offer time and companionship, although he or she could have sex with their client but it is not part of the agreement. Sex just happens because  the client and provider want to. However, the people who are trafficked are specifically forced to perform sexual acts whether they like it or not! When I see HT with little kids and teens, I start to feel hatred toward myself. I start to think "how on earth can I be doing this out of my will while there are other kids and teens who are forced to do prostitution." I guess I wanted to write about this topic considering I just saw a show about it.

I wish  had all the power in the world to grant everyone their freedom to choose what to do with their life. I believe in individual freedom where an individual does what they wish in order to pursue their definition of happiness. I am grateful I had that opportunity, but I wish I could stop all the maleficent people out there in the world from prostituting others. This feeling does not only apply to children but also to adults. If  was to be in their situation, I would probably tell them to kill me. I think death is most preferable than living hell on Earth. So sad, but maybe as I get older and have more capitalism I can start to do something for the people who need the help to be taken out of the miserable life they were forced into.